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Red is the color of Tears by pinkbluebibliofreak Red is the color of Tears by pinkbluebibliofreak
So I was talking to my friend today :icondadona777: and some of the things he said reminded me of this old poem that I wrote, so I decided to look for it, rip the pages from the notebook, scan them and upload them on dA. This was written in sophmore or junior, not really sure which, but it was definatly back in highschool. I had a lot of anger then cause my dad would constatnly lecture me about how what I did was wrong. I was in anger, but I was also in tears when I wrote this. It drove me insane how he kept calling me a sin, then added that he loved me. Those two things didnt make sense. Still, what I wrote was out of anger and frustration, I dont hate him or my mom for ruining my childhood. They did what they they were taught to do.

Oh, and also, warning! there for the swear words. Sorry about that. I still feel sometimes those emotions, but I dont use those words or anger any more ^^
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Pinnasale-Spritefyre Featured By Owner May 19, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
awwww, so sad >.< and you misspelled a word... lol
<---- Grammar Nazi ._. hehe


I see what you say, and I am very sorry for you ;(
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
well i suck at spelling to be honost hehehehe - out of curiosity, which word was it?
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:iconpinnasale-spritefyre:
Pinnasale-Spritefyre Featured By Owner May 21, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
not sure anymore lol
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
hahahahahahahahhahahaAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHA
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:iconpinnasale-spritefyre:
Pinnasale-Spritefyre Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
lol
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BeansWithJelly Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
.
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
awesome reply, really - it's probably the best i've gotten so far on this piece ^^
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BeansWithJelly Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha, thanks. XD
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
^^
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:icongul0gul0:
Gul0Gul0 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
This could be a good song. =D You should write lyrics!
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
maybe. but it wont be like this. i hate this poem
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:icongul0gul0:
Gul0Gul0 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
Why do you hate it?
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
cause it's too angry. i'm not angry at them. at least, not any more.
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:icongul0gul0:
Gul0Gul0 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
:shrug: Sounds like you've got every right to be angry at them..
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
yeah, but i dont wanna be. it's not their fault you know, society taught them to be homophobes, they cant help it
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:icongul0gul0:
Gul0Gul0 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
I disagree. They COULD also think for themselves and make their own decisions..
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pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
they could, but it's easier to conform. i dont know if i mentioned this or not, but my dad's reputation is really important to him and to my town - he has connections and stuff, aand if word gots out that he has an lgbt child, things could go bad for him, socially, financially and maybe even physically. kuwait has a lot of hate
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DemonOfTheCakeXx Featured By Owner May 8, 2012
you should make a pic to go with this, its really good but really touching aswell :iconhappytearsplz: stay strong!
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thanks. but i dont really like it - i only uploaded it for my friend so he would know that he's not alone.
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DemonOfTheCakeXx Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
well i think its a good way to show him
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
well he knows im in pain, he's seen me cry many times. but he just wont change. he thinks being lgbt is a choice so he hates all of us and condems us to hell

:'c
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DemonOfTheCakeXx Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
well hes got to help himself by seeing others veiws and accepting them
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pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
yeah that'll happen
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DemonOfTheCakeXx Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
it will one day! hopfuly. na im sure he will, just give him time.
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pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
lol maybe if he lived to see 3012. seriously he's radical conservetive. he's not gonna change only cause he has a tg daughter
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TheKingofCretins Featured By Owner May 8, 2012
Your handwriting is very cute. It really sets off the piece as well; it wouldn't be the same without it.
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pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
aww thanks ^^ though cute isn;t how i'd describe it. it's more like disturbing. i mean, i put "x"s instead of dots. i dont like that. now i put hearts ^^
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TheKingofCretins Featured By Owner May 9, 2012
I think the 'x's are interesting.
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pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
o.O
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:icongimmesomesushi:
gimmesomesushi Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Student General Artist
too familiar. parents can be so dumb, even the ones who were supposed to be intelligent.
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
yeah ._.
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:iconmikgeta:
Mikgeta Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Student Writer
... Wow, I could never write that, even with all the negativity inside of me
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
i know, reading this again, i'm a little scared myself. but i'm not that way now, sis, i promise
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:iconmikgeta:
Mikgeta Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Student Writer
I couldn't care less. I've been a monster from time to time sis. Nothing can faze me
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
but you're an adorable monster ^^
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:iconmikgeta:
Mikgeta Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Student Writer
I guess
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
^^
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:iconmikgeta:
Mikgeta Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Student Writer
^^
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Wolfgirl125 Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:huggle: did he ever get a chance to read this?
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
nope. thought about leaving the notebook on his desk in his study, but i didn't
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Wolfgirl125 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
yeah i probably wouldnt put it out either, i wrote poems in the last week cause i was kind mad, im thinking of putting them up in jornals....sorry if this who question seems random but should i , i just need somones elses opinion other then my own
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
i think you should, i think it will be a much healthier outlet than to just keep the poems to yourself c:
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:iconwolfgirl125:
Wolfgirl125 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thanks i think i will ^^
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:iconlady-chan101:
Lady-Chan101 Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconhugglesplz: And I shall never let go.
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
awww
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:iconlady-chan101:
Lady-Chan101 Featured By Owner May 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yup yup. Always here for ya.
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:iconpanikpapagei:
Panikpapagei Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Professional Artist
that's heartbreaking...
i'm glad you got over this kind of abuse and ignorance, to be the bright light you are now
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
bright light? wow you just made my day Mary ^^
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:iconpanikpapagei:
Panikpapagei Featured By Owner May 23, 2012  Professional Artist
you shine on all of us, sweet-pea ^^
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:iconpinkbluebibliofreak:
pinkbluebibliofreak Featured By Owner May 23, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
as do you ^^
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