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June 13, 2012
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i've never felt so safe to be in my room in my entire life,. i literally rushed out of the car infront of dad and moe and rushed right into the house, into my room, and stright onto my computer, i had to write this entry

i;m still shaking over it
i've stopped crying, but still shaking

dad and moe talked me into seeing this religoius person, thye told me eveythings gonna be okay and i believed them, i actually went. i did it to please dad. moe knows i'm a girl and he accepts me as i am, but dad's still trying to "cure" me, so i went.
and this religoius person, this fucking asshole, he hit me. i swear to god i;m not lying or mkaing this up, ask Moe, i'll give you his email account or skype or whatever if you think im exagurating, he cant believe it himself. he fucking hit me, god i'm starting to cry now, but i'll finish this journal then go to bed and cry.

he took one look at me
stated to dad that i'm possesed and have split personality (wtf!!!!)
and he hit me hard on my chest
then he grabbed my head from my hair, yanked it back, and spit and blew on me.
the fuck!
then something happened, i cant believe it happened but i swear to fucking god it did, he place both his hands on my throat - i thought he was gonna rub my nect gently, but i swear he strangled me, i started chocking and caughing and my face turned all red. i tried to get away but this fucking duchbag's a fucking mountain

then he let go of me and said he;ll be right back
the momnent he left through the back door
i tried to get to the exit
but dad held me in place
he literaly and physically held me down so i wouldnt go
i told him

Dad! let me go! he's a fucking lunatic, he hit me! let me go!

i swear i even said fucking, and i never said swear words, not online or in real life

but dad didnt let me go
and im not strtong as he is
then the fucking prick came back
he held me down with one arm (yes, he's that fucking strong)
and put something in my nose
idk what it is but it hurt like fucking hell

he told dad to that he's gonna give me a shot

WHO THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS
he's not a doctor
who is he to diagnose that i have split personality
or what shot to give me

i knew thiswas fucking crazy
so i had to leave

i put my act together and acted calm and got up
he fuckng knocked me down

i told him calmy

"all i want is to go to the bathroom. it's not like i'm gonna go anywhere"

i even laughed a little so he would think i'll come back
i tooked moe with me so they would let me leave

they blieved the lie and let me get out
the moment i got out i started marching towards the car
and i told moe HE FUCKING HIT ME!
NO ONE HITS ME
NOT EVEN DAD
NO ONE HIT ME AND HE FUCKING HIT ME
AND HE STRANGLED ME
I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE
he said i know, i saw, and i cant believe it too
AND WHAT THE FUCK DID HE PUT IN MY NOSE?! IT HURTS LIKE HELL


you know what i told him?
i told him i cant wait to get home so i could write this
i want the whole world to know how fucking messed up this homophobic/transphobic, backward, midevil-stuck fucking country is

so human rights activists
please believe me when i say this
this man has violated me tonight
tonight i discovered i have no basic human rights
not as long as i'm trans and in kuwait

this might be too early to say
but i think i've just been traumatized for life
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:iconproofrockpilchard:
~ProofrockPilchard Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I really wish I could give that bloody horrible man a peace of my mind, or a punch in the face. He should be in prison.

I hope life becomes easier and more peaceful for you. My best wishes. :butterfly:
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:iconcharlenexxx:
This is for all of the commenters to this post! This person is in Kuwait, this Is Islam! Islam is very very cruel, even to its own loyalists, let a lone to any outsider, Christian, Buddhist, Krishna, or anyone else! Islamic law is very very strict! And quite frankly so is Orthodox Judaism! Those who transgressed the law, were simply put to death, by stoning! Ouch! Even Christian law is strict, but: There Is Grace in Christ! IF , you accept Christ! ? If you don't, then there are the consequences of your actions to pay for! There are always consequences for every action, reaction, or the ( lack of)! And that's in any culture! It is also the just law of nature! Disobey the laws of nature, and suffer the results! Example: Step off a tall building n see if the law of gravity doesn't kick in! And unless u got wings or a parachute! You are gonna suffer de consequences! Like SPLAT!!!!! Look, I'm not trying to make a yea or nay here! Like Joe Friday: just the facts! I could go into a lot of other details here! But I think I've somewhat made my point!
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~pinkbluebibliofreak Mar 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
islam isn't cruel. what happened to me has nothing to do with religion. its religious people that are monsters, using religion as an excuse :huggle:
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:iconcharlenexxx:
Hey, I really kno that what happened to you is very traumatizing, & tragic! And it should never have been! But what I said about Islam is true! I have listened closely to what I read & hear from Islamic people! Also the rest of what I said was for the benefit of the other commenters! I was really not trying to antagonize! I do empathize! It is unfortunate however that people do so much Harm in the name of their god, whatever their god is! Do we really need to detail the horrors & tragedies done in the name of Christendom & Islam! Oh dear child, may we not travel that path! It is a long & arduous one that winds like a maze to nowheresville! But I do wish u peace and solace! And hope sincerely you find your way! Peace Love out!
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*joellekarma Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you poor thing give me a mane I know how to fix thse kinda messed up religious freeks
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~ImVidel Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:wtf: no words just :wtf:
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~ImVidel Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
i feel so bad for you. and that guys a mother fucking asshole!
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:iconjoshpoint0:
Wow. I don't support gay or lesbian marriage but that just shouldn't happen to anyone. Even I wouldn't do that if someone was like that.
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~blood-night-goddess Sep 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Please, for the love of a good deity, tell me you reported this incident to the police.
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:iconversonas:
I am saddened to hear this...
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